Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
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I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 20, 2014 19:48:10 GMT
Blake just smiled, a hint of a laugh escaping his lips as he realised just how right Braydon was - even if he was usually in denial about the amount that he talked. It was usually only when he was giddy, which used to be most of the time (which he blamed mainly on a lack of sleep, because who could be anything but excited after they'd gone 32 to hours without going to bed?). "I do want to go," he said after a slightly pause, nodding to himself as if that'd make it more obvious. It was true, he did want to go, he just really wasn't sure if he could physically get back in the car without having another panic attack of being physically sick, "I'm just not sure I can." Gently, he pressed a long kiss to Braydon's lips, trying to say thank you but already tired of talking.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 20, 2014 20:38:22 GMT
"I think you can." Braydon said. "We could take the backroads where there's barely anyone and if you wanna stop we can stop and everything will be fine." Braydon said. Braydon glanced up at Blake. "But we don't have to go if you don't think you can handle it, we could walk back to your house and I'll just pick up my car later."
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 20, 2014 23:34:20 GMT
Blake thought for a minute, honestly trying to figure out if he could sit through the rest of the journey there. He opened his mouth to speak, to suggest that he may be able to do it if he closed his eyes, after all, he couldn't panic about all the cars on the road if he couldn't see them, right? But, he quickly remembered that he couldn't actually close his eyes for more than a minute or so before he just felt dizzy, something he hadn't actually considered to be abnormal until one of the doctors asked about it - turns out it was a brain tumor thing, who knew? "You promise we'll be fine?" he asked quietly, finally managing to find words that made sense. If he could actually get there without having a meltdown he'd honestly consider it a miracle, but he was willing to try again, mainly for Braydon's sake.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 20, 2014 23:54:52 GMT
" I pinkie promise. I have a little sister pinkie promises mean everything. " braydon said with a smile. He pushed some hair out of Blake's face. "But if you'd rather not then we can stay in town and go find something to do." Braydon said with a smile.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 21, 2014 10:08:51 GMT
"Just - no major junctions," Blake decided, returning Braydon's smile with one of his own, honestly just a little happy that it was Braydon that he'd had the breakdown in front of, because it if it was his mum, he would never hear the end of it. She'd try and put him in therapy, or something equally ridiculous, and he really didn't have time for any of that, what with school and doctor's appointments already taking up most of his time. He'd still have to tell her, obviously, but she couldn't freak out as much if she wasn't there, right? Eventually, Blake pulled himself up to stand, one hand gently leaning against the wing mirror of the car.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 21, 2014 13:08:04 GMT
"No more junctions. " braydon said confirming Blake. He stood up and kissed Blake softly. "Well br there soon." Braydon said.
Braydon got in the driver's seat and looked over at Blake. "You syre you're okay?" Braydon asked.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 21, 2014 14:40:29 GMT
"Yeah," Blake insisted, fingers drumming nervously against his leg. He could do this, he decided - he had to. Besides, they'd made of it most of the way already, right? Or, had Blake just convinced himself of that to make himself feel better? He couldn't actually tell. Looking over at Braydon and forced a smile before finally adding, "just drive. The longer I sit and stare at the road, the worst it's going to get... Right?" He shrugged his shoulders then, trying to make it seem like it wasn't a big deal, even if he wasn't sure he'd even actually gotten over the previous shock yet.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 21, 2014 15:04:11 GMT
Braydon nodded and then began driving he turned off the radio so he could pay attention more and took the back roads. It took them longer but eventually they got there. "We're here finally." Braydon said with a smile as he got out of the car.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 21, 2014 17:38:51 GMT
Exactly how Blake had managed to cope, he didn't actually know. Every time they'd even turned a corner he'd panicked, knuckles turning white as he grabbed hold of the door handle as if he was going to die if he let go of it. It was the same every time a car came towards them too but, since they'd taken mainly residential and side roads, that hadn't happened as often as he'd expected. He'd survived, nonetheless, which was always a good thing. Getting out of the car quickly, he practically ran round to Braydon's side of it, planting a long, delicate kiss to his lips, fingers slipping into the back pocket of Braydon's jeans instead as he squeezed his butt lightly. Pulling away again, he whispered the words "thank you", knowing Braydon wouldn't understand how much it meant to him that they'd actually come anyway, as he was fairly sure most other people would've just insisted on him going back home again after the incident.
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 21, 2014 17:58:32 GMT
Braydon smiled into the kiss. "You're welcome." He said pressing another kiss to Blake's lips. He took Blake's hand and began walking up to the ticket window. He got them wrist bands so that they could ride as much as they wanted to ride. "So what first?" Braydon asked blake.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 23, 2014 18:45:51 GMT
Blake just grinned, entwining their fingers as Braydon took his hand, not really caring what they did as long as Braydon was there too. Honestly, he wanted to do anything and everything, a small amount of giddiness building inside him as he tried to seem as relaxed and totally unphased by it, even if inside he had butterflies. This was basically his childhood, just all over again and this time with Braydon, not that he was complaining. "Literally anything - everything - all of it," Blake decided, grinning at Braydon with a childlike smile, almost tempted to kiss his cheek but deciding against it, realising he was fairly sure most people didn't appreciate public displays of affection.
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 23, 2014 21:20:20 GMT
Braydon laughed a little. "How about we go on that ship thing that goes upside down?" Braydon said pointing to it. He used to go on that all the time.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 23, 2014 22:09:41 GMT
"I love how you know the exact names of all the rides," Blake joked, admittedly quite amused by Braydon's impressive skills when it came to describing the rides by the fact that he actually knew the one he was on about. "Okay," he agreed then, still grinning at Braydon as he dragged them over to the queue, not really giving Braydon a chance to change his mind. The queue was relatively short, all things considered, and so Blake just continued to grin, honestly not quite sure if he wanted to run around like a five year old kid in a sweet shop, or just make out with Braydon and never stop, because both seemed like pretty good ideas right now.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Sept 23, 2014 22:28:48 GMT
"You look like a five year old." Braydon said with a laugh. He wrapped his arms around Blake. He didn't want to ruin the fun bur he had to ask. "Wait Blake....are you okay to go on rides like this cause yknow the head thing."
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Sept 23, 2014 22:42:14 GMT
"I'm a cancer patient, not a pregnant woman, so yeah, I'm sure I'll be fine," Blake insisted, probably actually saying the c word out loud for the first time after the day he'd found out. He'd gotten into the habit of not saying it, for some reason too afraid to, assuming that by saying it it'd only make it a lot more real, and a lot more terrifying. The reality was that it was slowly dawning on Blake that this was his life now, whether he wanted it this way or not, as so he may as well at least try and deal with it. Offering Braydon a reassuring smile, he pulled him further down the queue, fingers still locked to his, as if he physically couldn't let go, even if he wanted to.
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