Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 10, 2014 15:21:47 GMT
Blake said nothing, knowing he should be doing something to help or comfort Braydon but not knowing how. He wanted to pull him into a hug and tell him it would all be okay, but he really had no idea how to do it without accidentally giving the wrong impression. Hell, he didn't even know what the wrong impression was, confused as to whether he returned Braydon's feelings or not. He'd honestly never thought about it before, never really evening considering the idea that he might even be attracted to Braydon, just accepting it as fact that they were best friends and that he never wanted to leave him. Did that count as a crush? Blake didn't know, but he was fairly sure he wanted to find out. Wrapping his arms around Braydon's waist and pulling him closer, he finally replied.
"Look, I'm really shitty at relationships. I pick people up because I can and I drop them because I get bored. I don't know how to act and I don't know what to do and I fuck up all the time, " he explained, admittedly a little glad that Braydon wasn't facing him, because he was fairly sure if he was he wouldn't be able to say the things he was. "But, you mean the world to me, and I don't want to lose you. Maybe this is a really bad idea, and maybe it won't work out, but I'm sure as well willing to find out... If you, uh, if you want to."
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Aug 10, 2014 15:42:10 GMT
Braydon looked over at Blake. "You mean that?" Braydon asked. Braydon looked over at Blake and smiled a little though it was more of a nervous smile. He felt like his heart was going to pump out of his chest. He wrapped his arms around Blake unable to stop himself from doing so.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 24, 2014 15:02:55 GMT
Blake resisted the urge to murmur something horribly sarcastic in reply, figuring that in situations like this it probably wasn't a good idea to mess around. He wasn't good with feelings and, honestly, Blake had no idea what he was getting himself into right now. Yes, he liked Braydon. Yes, he liked Braydon a lot. But did he like him enough to actually date him? He had no idea. Still, he leaned into Braydon slightly then, instead choosing to just press a slow, nervous kiss again Braydon's lips, cheeks painting themselves a shy pink as he dropped his head slightly too look at Braydon's torso instead. After biting his lip, a small laugh slipped through his lips as he tried to keep his nerves in control, quietly confessing, "I've, uh, never kissed a guy before."
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Aug 24, 2014 15:36:43 GMT
BRaydon looked at Blake and smiled nervously. "I never have either." Braydon said quietly before he pressed his lips against Blake ' s lips. He softly began kissing him not sure what else to do.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 24, 2014 17:41:52 GMT
Returning Braydon's kisses, Blake's eyes slowly slid shut, lips pressing gently against Braydon's a few times before he eventually pulled away, gaze resting on his face as he bit his lip. He was still unsure of what he was really doing, only sure of the fact that he really did not regret it at all. It was weird, yes, but he couldn't deny that he was enjoying it. Hell, he was almost enjoying it a little too much... Not that he was going to admit that to Braydon straight away. Lifting one hand to stroke Braydon's cheek gently, he quietly asked, "so I'm guessing I'm, like, your boyfriend now?" it was a stupid question, he knew that, and yet he asked anyway; the last thing he wanted to do was to get the wrong idea.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Aug 24, 2014 17:50:00 GMT
"If you want to be." Braydon said quietly. His gaze meet Blake ' s and his cheeks glowing pink when Blake touched his cheek. His hands nervously began fidgeting around together.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 25, 2014 8:57:14 GMT
"You realise that was meant to be a yes or no question, right?" Blake asked, cheeky grin spreading across his face as his hand dropped from Braydon's cheek and onto his hands instead, trying to get them to stop fidgeting. Admittedly, he thought it was kind of funny that, despite the fact he was the naturally fidgety one out of the two of them, Braydon was now the one twisting his hands together like it would calm his nerves. Blake wasn't about to point it out though, knowing it'D probably only make Braydon more anxious. "But," he finally finished, fingers tangling themselves between Braydon's and taking one of them gently, "I guess I wouldn't mind."
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Aug 25, 2014 9:39:51 GMT
Braydon smiled and kissed Blake again. He then looked at Blake. He didnt want to kill the mood but he also really needed to talk to someone. "Blake..? I don't thinkbivcan go back to school." Braydon said. Honestly freaking out about school.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 25, 2014 16:42:14 GMT
Blake didn't say anything for a minute, yet again not sure what to say (which was unusual for him, as talking was about to him as breathing). He didn't quite understand what Braydon was trying to get at by suggesting he couldn't go back to school. Sure he could. Hell, he kind of had to for the sake of finishing his education. "What do you mean? Of course you can. I mean, you can get up off the coach, walk outside, get in a car and go to school. It's really not that hard, I mean, I've been able to do it since I was four and I really was not an intelligent kid... I used to think a bowl was a fancy type of hat." He offered Braydon a bright smile, not quite catching the seriousness in Braydon's voice. Besides, Blake could only take serious for so long, and he wasn't sure if he'd be able to cope if Braydon broke down on him.
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Aug 25, 2014 16:46:22 GMT
"Blake...I'm being serious." Braydon said. He trailed off and looked at the ground. He knew blake didn't like being serious but Braydon didn't know who else he could talk to. "I just..." Braydon trailed off not sure where he was going and personally hoping that he'd make a funny comment.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 26, 2014 16:59:21 GMT
Blake just waited for Braydon to say something, initially feeling a little bit bad for making a joke out of it, but quickly realising that was all he ever really did was joke. He wasn't good at coping with anything else. It slowly occurred to him that Braydon wasn't going to end up saying anything else, and he was very, very serious about not going back to school... Something that Blake refused to believe or admit. "You seriously don't want to go to school?" he asked quietly, taking Braydon's hands in his own and squeezing them tightly, not quite sure what to do or say to help. "But, you have to, don't you?"
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Post by Mason Miller on Aug 26, 2014 18:30:48 GMT
Braydon just stared at Blake and eventually shrugged. "I don't know..." Braydon said trailing off. "I don't really want to go back to that even if it meant never playing lacrosse or anything.." Braydon said as he trailed off.
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 26, 2014 19:13:57 GMT
"But, I'll be there with you," Blake insisted, brow furrowing slightly as he tried to understand where Braydon was coming from. "I mean, they can't bully you about liking me if we're actually together, can they? That's like 'oh, you're attracted to your boyfriend... That's totally crazy and shocking and clearly very offensive.' You see how little sense that makes?" he asked, trying to convince Braydon that school wouldn't be that bad, especially if Blake was there with him. Bullying was hard, but Blake was positive that Braydon could get through it... Even if he did need a little help.
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Out of Town
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Post by Braydon Anderson on Aug 26, 2014 19:24:04 GMT
"I don't know that's a good point." Braydon said. He leaned against his couch and looked at Blake. He sighed not sure what else to say. "Please say something funny because I have no idea what to say."
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Out of Town
Written by Hosie.
222 posts.
17 years old.
single.
I am Male.
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Post by Blake Wilde on Aug 26, 2014 20:12:24 GMT
Blake faked an unhappy frown, shaking his head at Braydon before quickly replying, "Braydon Anderson, how dare you demand I say something funny? I am not just here to make you laugh, y'know. Well, actually, that is actually why I came over here in the first place, but... Uh... Yeah, I don't know where I'm going with this." He grinned lazily at Braydon, almost tempted to just tickle him until he cheered up again. He honestly wasn't sure that'd do much good, so instead he just leaned in, lifting his hands out of Braydon's to wrap around his waist, and kissed him softly on the lips.
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