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Post by Kai Altair on May 11, 2015 23:48:54 GMT
Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide 161 WORDS ERIK SEX! | Welp, there it was. Kai had been expecting on a certain level, but it still caught him off guard. “Oh,” Kai said, biting his lip a little. “I mean, that’s fine. If that’s what you really want.” Kai wasn’t sure how comfortable he was being a top, but he would do it if he knew that Erik really wanted it. It didn’t seem to him like he was just doing it for Kai, but he was afraid that it might end up just like the last time. But they would never know if they didn’t try, right?
“Are you sure?” he asked him again, just to give him another chance to back out if he really wanted to. Kai was mentally preparing himself for whatever it was he was about to do, and he just hoped that he would not be completely terrible at it. Erik was always so good, he couldn’t imagine that he would ever meet his expectations.
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Post by Erik Carson on May 12, 2015 0:12:39 GMT
Erik shook his head no. He took a moment to think to himself. He just needed a moment. He wasnt used to this. Being so vunerable, so fragile. He didn't like it. Erik then nodded his head after a moment. "Y-yes," Erik said. He looked Kai in the eyes to show he was being serious. He wanted this but what if he didn't? He decided he should try. He'd red out if he needed to. He picked up the lube and condom and looked at Kai. { made by thesintax @ livejournal, please leave this credit intact }
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Out of Town
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Post by Kai Altair on May 13, 2015 0:43:07 GMT
Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide 161 WORDS ERIK SEX! | Kai took a moment before just nodding. “Okay,” he said, forcing a smile a little. It was obvious that they were both nervous, but Kai was honestly very surprised. He wasn’t used to seeing Erik so vulnerable, but he couldn’t help but be slightly pleased. Kai had always seen the side of Erik that really was human, even when most people didn’t, but he had never shown himself this clearly before. It was a big step for both of them, and Kai was happier than he had been in a while.
But he was also more nervous than he had been in a long time as well. What if he wasn’t good? What if he messed it up? He eventually took a deep breath and forced his way out of his own thoughts, deciding to just focus on the here and now. He thought about what he usually liked Erik to do, but he couldn’t be that rough. If he did that, it would hurt him. He had to be gentle. It was obvious that he was thinking a little too much as he unrolled the condom onto himself. Then he finally looked back at Erik, the look in his eyes pleading for some sort of comfort.
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Post by Erik Carson on May 13, 2015 2:38:24 GMT
Erik smiled a little at Kai. He seemed like he was kind of uncomfortable, which was odd to Erik because Kai was typically a top. "Just do what you normally do," Erik whispered in his ear. He didn't know what made Kai so nervous. Maybe it was the fact that it was Erik? Or the fact that Erik was sad? Or maybe it was just really out of character for Erik.
He looked above him at Kai. "What do I do?" Erik asked quietly. He didn't ask quietly because he had to; he asked quietly because he was very timid about how he felt. { made by thesintax @ livejournal, please leave this credit intact }
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Out of Town
257 posts.
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I am Female.
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Post by Kai Altair on May 13, 2015 19:06:06 GMT
Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide 161 WORDS ERIK SEX! | It was funny, Kai had almost forgotten what being a top felt like, but Erik was the first person that he had ever been a bottom for. He had slipped into the role so easily that it was hard to remember how he ever used to be anything else. But after taking another moment to compose himself, he forced his way out of his head and just let himself go. There was a moment of awkwardness where either of them didn’t seem to have any idea as to what was really happening, but then it was like this was how it always went. They fell into a steady rhythm and all of Kai’s former insecurities faded.
~some time later~
Kai laid with Erik wrapped up in his arms, something that felt much more natural now than it may have a little while ago. But Kai was happy now, feeling that the two of them had made major progress as far as their relationship went. It wasn’t only that, though. Kai just felt happy with himself in that moment, for no reason other than the fact that he could. It was as nice feeling, though one that he rarely ever felt.
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Post by Erik Carson on May 13, 2015 19:16:20 GMT
Erik felt content laying there with Kai. He wasnt used to being a bottom, it's not something he's do a lot anyway. He closed his eyes, like he was going to fall asleep but he didn't. It was just a nice feeling. He felt so vunerable and he also felt like someone truly cared. He cuddled into Kai even more. His head was buried into Kai's chest. He didn't realize how could cuddling could feel. He opened his mouth to speak but didn't actually say what he wanted to. His need to make a funny joke was growing.
"My ass hurts," Erik mumbled. It wasnt a funny joke, at least to him. Being a bottom once meant he wasn't stretched out. He laughed a little though. . { made by thesintax @ livejournal, please leave this credit intact }
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