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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 5, 2015 18:28:26 GMT
"I'm surprised you're nit with Ari half the day," Erik said erik wasn't used to them not being friends so he didn't know something was up between them. He didn't pay much attention to people.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 5, 2015 18:31:19 GMT
Kai pursed his lips slightly. "Yeah, she's kind of pissed at me," he said, sounding embarrassed. It was rare for Ari and Kai to get so angry at each other that they wouldn't speak to each other for more than possibly a few hours. This was the longest they'd gone without talking in years. "But I don't really blame her, I guess." It wasn't like Kai didn't understand what he had done wrong. If it were the other way around, he'd probably be angry too.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 5, 2015 18:34:38 GMT
"Why is she mad at you?" Erik asked confused. He didn't know what kai couldn't fine to piss of Ari so badly. He wasn't aware that they hadn't talked in two weeks. That was a really long time for them.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 5, 2015 18:37:54 GMT
Kai was surprised that Erik couldn't put two and two together. "Because I broke up with Tyler," he said quietly, but loud enough that he could still hear it. Talking about Tyler with Erik felt weird, even if they weren't exactly talking directly about him. The topic usually led to arguing, which Kai hated. But arguing seemed to be all Erik and Kai could do. That and sex. But Kai was hopelessly in love with the boy, so he didn't really care.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 6, 2015 0:39:04 GMT
"Oh, " Erik said trying to start an argument. He finished his food and sighed. "Maybe this was a stupid idea," Erik said quietly. He didn't want to think it was but he was afraid he wouldn't be able to control himself. He wanted Kai more than anyone though. He just didn't want to break the boy's heart.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 6, 2015 0:44:39 GMT
Kai gave Erik a confused look. "What makes you say that?" he asked calmly. Kai was trying his hardest to have a good time, but Erik didn't seem to be enjoying himself at all.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 6, 2015 0:47:55 GMT
"Because I don't wnat to hurt you and if I miss up one time I will. I want you Kai. I need you. But what If I'm not everything you want? " Erik said. He wss trying to have a nice time. He just couldn't stop his head.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 6, 2015 1:16:46 GMT
"Bur you are," he said. "You always have been. The only thing that would ever make me not want to be with you is the idea of you being with anyone else." Kai didn't want Erik to think he had to be some perfect person. That's not what Kai wanted. All he wanted was him to he faithful, and he didn't think that was too much to ask.
"I just want you all to myself," Kai said, attempting to be flirty with Erik.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 6, 2015 1:54:58 GMT
"Mais je suis la raison pour votre père est mort," Erik whispered. He looked at kai and pursed his lips. He reached for Kai's hand and held it.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 6, 2015 2:00:36 GMT
At the mention of his father, Kai tensed, pulling his hand away from Erik's. A sudden wave of guilt washed over him. His father wouldn't want this. He wouldn't want him to sit there and have dinner with the man that killed him. Kai couldn't even look at Erik in that moment. "I-I think I'm just going to....I'm just gonna go..." Kai sat there for another moment before standing up quickly and leaving. He called a taxi to take him home, but then he realized that going home would mean seeing Erik again, so he just went to a hotel and stayed there. He needed some time alone.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 6, 2015 2:07:49 GMT
Erik just put money on the table and walked away. He got in f he car and just drove. He didn't exactly know where he was driving to though. He was just driving.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 7, 2015 4:45:11 GMT
After a night and half a day of solidly planning out what Kai wanted to tell Erik the nest time he saw him, Kai finally returned home. After showering and changing clothes, Kai walked into Eriks room and said, "Hey, can we talk?" He was calm and collected, and he was convinced that this wouldn't turn into an argument.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 7, 2015 15:32:18 GMT
Erik was in his room asleep for once. Erik didn't normally care for sleep but he ended up falling asleep on his AP calc textbook. He woke up to a knock on his door and someone walking in. It took him a moment to realize it was Kai. It also took him a moment to register what Kai had said. "Uh yeah..sure," Erik said tiredly.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 7, 2015 15:52:19 GMT
Kai didn't realize Erik was asleep when he came in or he would have waited to talk to him. "Oh sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up," he said with a small laugh, but then he walked in and sat on the edge of the bed. "So, I did some thinking," he started. "And I realized that this whole thing between us is going to be way harder than I originally thought it would be...but I want to try to make it work if you do." Kai's father was going to be a sensitive subject for a while, and Kai wasn't sure if it would ever be any easier to talk about. But he loved Erik, and that was something he was absolutely sure of, even if Erik didn't love him back just yet. "I think we just need to take things a little bit slower and stop worrying about the future because if that's all we ever do then there's no point because we'll have no future." His words sounded rehearsed, but that's because they were. But he meant every word of it.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 7, 2015 15:57:33 GMT
Erik smiled at Kai and sat up. He kissed him softly. "You're the best," Erik decided. He didn't know what else to say but he knew he was going to try for Kai. He smiled at him. "Nowww you should help me study," Erik teased. The studying was obviously not going well consider he fell asleep on his textbook.
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