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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 14:31:07 GMT
Kai just sighed, shaking his head. "I don't want to decide," he said, then just closed his eyes and laid there quietly. Kai didn't want to have to decide whether or not to risk getting his heart broken when Erik wasn't willing to give him any reason to really trust him.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 14:33:56 GMT
"What if I wanted to be with you?" Erik asked. Erik wanted to be with Kai. He just didn't see him staying with kai. He didn't want to hurt the boy but Erik was selfish. He wanted Kai and part of him was willing to hurt him just to be with him for a little bit even if it made Kai hate him.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 14:45:17 GMT
Kai sighed. "I know that you want to be with me right now," he said. "But I'm not going to be that stupid guy that gets with you when I know you're gonna cheat on me. And I don't have any reason to think that you won't." Kai knew it was slightly hypocritical of him to judge Erik for cheating, but Kai hadn't cheated nearly as many times as Erik had.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 18:35:46 GMT
Erik pursed his lips. "We could always be in an open relationship, " Erik teased. Kind of. Part of him defiently meant it. He just figured that Kai wouldn't want that because, well, Kai was Kai and he was actually sane.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 18:44:58 GMT
Kai laughed a little. It was weird, part of him actually considered taking the offer. But that was crazy, wasn't it? Open relationships were really just friends with benefits with labels, or at least that's what Kai believed. And Kai was done with friends with benefits. He knew how awfully that would end. He'd get attached, and Erik would break him apart again.
"That would be another bad decision," he said with a sigh. Kai just wanted Erik to love him like he loved him, but that obviously wasn't going to happen.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 18:59:50 GMT
"But why?" Erik asked really not seeing it. He could hold Kai's hand some days and go on dates with him and then the next have sex with some random chick. The plan was almost perfect to Erik he didn't know why Kai didn't see it as perfect.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 19:03:48 GMT
"Because I'm not particularly fond of the idea of my boyfriend having sex with other people?" he said as if it were obvious. That was what broke them up in the first place. Why would Erik think that he would ever be okay with that?
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 19:09:39 GMT
"But that was without knowing," Erik said in his defense. Erik had this idea that if Kai knew it'd be fine. "You can't say it's bad until you try it," Erik said. Erik stopping moving his hand down Kai's arm.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 19:15:33 GMT
Kai shook his head. "Its not a matter of trying it, Erik," he said. "And turn the situation around. If we were together and I had sex with some other guy, would you care?" Kai suspected that Erik might not care, but Erik also had a habit of being extremely territorial, so he hoped that this might prove his point.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 19:20:39 GMT
"But that's different! " Erik complained like the regular teenager. For once he wasn't acting like he was 21 and could do whatever the fuck he wanted. He glanced over at Kai. "I swear it is," Erik didn't actually have a reason. He just felt like it was different.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 19:30:06 GMT
Kai nodded. "Exactly," he said. "So it wouldn't be an open relationship. It'd be a relationship where you cheat on me with other people constabtly but I have to stay faithful." Erik was immature, but that was no secret to Kai. Maybe in a few years they would actually be able to be together. But Kai didn't want to wait for that to happen. He'd waited long enough.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 19:36:26 GMT
"It's not cheating if you agree," Erik said. He was getting frustrated. He didn't know why he even brought it up. Kai was actually sane where erik was just weird. He was exhausted by the conversation.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 19:39:43 GMT
"Well I don't agree," he said simply, but he didn't move. He didn't want to leave Erik. He would be completely okay laying there with him forever. But things weren't that simple.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 19:56:17 GMT
"Why not?!" Erik asked hostiley. He didn't understand this logic. He'd still be Kai's boyfriend. He'd still like Kai more. He'd still be there for Kai. Today was just a horrible day. He just wanted it to end
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 20:00:32 GMT
"For the same reason you don't want me fucking other people!" he said, finally sitting up to look at Erik. Why would Erik ever possibly think that it was okay for him to be with him but sleep with other people whenever he wanted? It wasn't something Kai could ever understand.
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