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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 2:35:40 GMT
Erik pulled down Kai ' s boxers and pulled off his own too. Then he quickly got down to business.
-----time skip-----
Erik began yo catch his breath. He had his arm wrapped around Kai but Kai seemed like he was keeping his distance. Kai always seemed to be so stubborn.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 2:41:11 GMT
Kai laid back on the bed with a slight bounce, letting his breath slowly come back to him. What the hell had just happened? It was insane. This couldn't actually be happening. But Kai decided to just let himself relax for once and just be. Maybe come tomorrow, Erik wouldn't want to be with him anymore, but for now he was going to enjoy it. Hesitantly, Kai moved to lay his head on Erik's bare chest. His hand rest in front of his eyes, making small circles with his index finger around Erik's skin.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 2:45:28 GMT
Erik smiled when Kai finally releaxed. He rubbed his hand down Kai's arm. "Do you really think I'm the evil?" Erik asked. He didn't mean about the dad stuff. He meant the relationship stuff. He knew obviously that he was kind of-maybe, evil with the whole killing thing.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 2:49:19 GMT
Kai sighed, thinking about the best way to respond to that. "Well, you haven't exactly given me much reason to think otherwise..." Kai wanted Erik to be good. He wanted him to be this perfect boyfriend, but he knew that he never would be. Everyone he knew told him not to go for a guy like Erik, but he couldn't help who he had feelings for. If he could, none of this ever would have happened.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 2:55:44 GMT
Erik kissed the top of Kai's head. "How do you know I'm always evil?" Erik asked. Erik wasn't sure what he was doing. Was he actually having real feelings for Kai? He didn't know what he was doing and feeling was not something he liked to do.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 2:59:34 GMT
Kai looked up at Erik. "I don't think you're always evil," he said. "Heck, I don't think you're evil at all. Evil isn't really the right word for it. You're just horrible at making good decisions." Kai wasn't going to sugarcoat his feelings to Erik. There was no need for that. Erik knew that he wasn't a good person, and so did Kai, so there was no need to deny it.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 3:04:39 GMT
"I decided to date you. That was a pretty good decision, " Erik winked. He smiled a little at Kai. He did think Kai was probably the best person he met. It was just awkward that they were both kind of siblings. Plus erik didn't want to settle down. He just wanted sex. (And sometimes Kai)
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 3:07:25 GMT
Kai rolled his eyes, but in a playful way. "And then you decided to cheat on me. Bad decision," he said. Kai enjoyed the little time that he was dating Erik. No one agreed with their relationship for a multitude of reasons. They were gay. Kai is three years older. Erik is just an overall bad person. Kai was too good for him. But Kai didn't believe any of it. He didn't want to believe that his feelings could be so wrong.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 3:15:08 GMT
"But I stopped you from kissing me two weeks ago, good decision," erik said in a playful tine. He just wanted to make out with him and hold him all night. Maybe hed be nice for once. Well then again kf Kai kicked him out of bed he'd go dind a hot person to screw.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 3:18:50 GMT
Kai chuckled. "I think that depends on your point of view," he said. "But I guess you're right. And now we just had sex...good or bad?" Kai wanted to say good, but what about Tyler? Kai still cared about the boy, but it was quite obvious that he wasn't nearly as in love with him as he thought he was. Clearly he had to make some kind of decision between the two of them, but wasn't that decision already made for him? Kai felt like it was. If it wasn't, he probably wouldn't be lying in bed naked with Erik.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 11:42:20 GMT
"What do you think?" Erik asked quietly. His eyes gazing down at Kai. He cared about Kai. He probably cared about Kai more than he cared about any person but honestly Kai didn't seem to care. Erik just had a shit job at showing care. It wasn't his fault he thrived off of tears and sorrow.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 14:12:01 GMT
Kai chuckled, curling up closer to Erik. "Well, the sex was good," he said with a smirk. But that wasn't what he was asking. "But other than that...I don't know..." Erik had hurt Kai so many times that Kai was terrified to try anything with him. It wasn't that Kai didn't care. It was that he was afraid of showing it.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 14:15:17 GMT
"Um glad the sex was good, " Erik said with a smile. "But I guess only you can decide that," Erik said. He kissed Kai softly. Kaj was all cute nd cuddly to him. He seemed easy to break.
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Post by Kai Altair on Mar 4, 2015 14:19:15 GMT
Kai kissed Erik back, but not for as long as he wanted to. "Wait," he said as he pulled away. "How is it my choice? I made my choice a long time ago. You were the one who turned me away." Kai wanted to be with Erik with every bone in his body, but he couldn't let himself fall if Erik wasn't going to be there to catch him...again.
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Post by Erik Carson on Mar 4, 2015 14:27:12 GMT
"I meant it's your choice to determine if it was bad or good," Erik said. He couldn't promise being with kai. He didn't like commitment. That was one thing that terrified him. He was a teenager, commitment wasn't supposed to exsist for teenagers.
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