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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 8, 2015 16:27:17 GMT
Kai sat up, but he was still sitting close to Erik. "No. No, that's not it," he said. "I do love you. Every part of you. You're horrible, and you don't ever do the right thing, but for some reason I can't stop loving you and it's destroying me." Kai had tears in his eyes now, but now it was because of Erik and not his grief for his father.
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Post by Erik Carson on Feb 8, 2015 16:39:49 GMT
Erik said and looked at kai. He shook his head. "Kai you shouldn't love me you should be going after tyler. Not me. Tyler is the one who'd stay with you not me. He'd never leave you," Erik said. He didn't want to settle down. That was clear. Why couldn't kai figure that out? Erik was just playing games with Kai.
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 8, 2015 16:49:12 GMT
Kai nodded. "I know that," he said. "But that doesn't feel right either. I don't want to be with anyone unless I know that I only want to be with them." Kai knew that Erik wouldn't stay with him. Not for long anyways. Maybe once they were older and Erik found some kind of maturity. But what kind of mindset was that? He couldn't go into every relationship he had knowing that he was really just waiting on Erik to come to his senses.
But then Kai realized that Erik was doing something he'd never done before. He was actually pushing him away. Was that a good thing? He wasn't sure. But it was something. Normally if Kai pulled something like this, Erik would never object. But him trying to turn him away meant something. What it meant, Kai hadn't figured out yet. "If you really don't care about me so much, then why are you trying so hard to push me away?" he said suddenly.
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Post by Erik Carson on Feb 8, 2015 17:05:14 GMT
"I said j cared about you," Erik said. He said it when kai asked him. Yes he cared about Kai but he'd rather go have sex and not be tied down to somebody and he'd always want to have sex because that's how kai was.
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 8, 2015 18:06:22 GMT
Kai sat there silently for a minute. What was the point of this? This wasn't going to end well no matter what he did. Erik didn't love him the way Kai loved him, and he never had. He always knew that. But was something changing? Kai didn't know, but he decided that he didn't want to keep thinking about it. He just wanted Erik. Kai leaned over and pressed his lips against Erik's, praying that Erik wouldn't push him away. He'd never pushed him away before, but Erik was doing a lot of things lately that he'd never done before.
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Post by Erik Carson on Feb 8, 2015 23:45:28 GMT
Erik kissed Kai back anyway for a moment. He gently pushed kai away. "Just call tyler and talk to him," Erik said no matter how much it killed him to say that. He stood up and began to clean the stuff in the house. All of it was beginning to bug him.
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 9, 2015 0:38:18 GMT
Kai actually forgot about all of the shit going on in his life in that one moment, but then Erik pushed him away. "W-what?" he stuttered out, but Erik was already gone. But Kai couldn't call Tyler. Not then anyways. So he just curled up on his bed and stared at the wall, trying to figure out what he was going to do with this mess he had created.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2015 0:46:43 GMT
Ari had gotten a text from erik. Erik never texted her unless he wanted something but this time he was texting her about talking to kai. Ari was confused but she came over anyway. Kai was her brother and her bestfriend she'd do anything to help him.
She just barged in like she owned the place. Ari did that a lot with those two. She ignored erik (like she normally did) and went to Kai ' s room. "Sooo why is Erik texting me?" Ari asked. She closed the door and sat on the bed next to Kai.
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 9, 2015 0:55:43 GMT
Kai rolled over and looked at Ari, raising an eyebrow at her. "I don't know. Why don't you ask him?" Kai said. He wasn't intentionally being snippy, but he hadn't realized that Erik texted Ari to talk to Kai about whatever had just happened, so he was just confused.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2015 0:57:23 GMT
"Because I like talking to you more than him," Ari said. She looked over at him and raised a eyebrow. "So why did erik text me?" Ari asked. Ari just wanted to get to the point she didn't like doing back and fourth it annoyed her
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 9, 2015 1:15:14 GMT
Kai just rolled his eyes. "I'm assuming it was either because he needs help cleaning up the mess I made earlier, or because he can't be bothered talking to me about about my problems, so he's sent you." Okay, so maybe Kai was being a little bit snippy, but he couldn't help but be annoyed. Not even a week before Erik had been all over him, and Kai had to practically push him off of him. Now Kai did the same thing and Erik ran away. It was quite frustrating.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2015 1:39:59 GMT
"Why did you trash the place? " Ari asked. She wasn't really in the mood of Kai being snippy but she put up with it. She just gated when erik or kai were rude to her. Ari looked over at kai as she tried to figure what was going on in his head.
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 9, 2015 1:59:55 GMT
Kai lifted up his wrist to show her the watch. "I thought I lost Dad's watch," he said. "I kind of had a mental breakdown. No biggie." Kai wasn't really in a talking mood, but Ari always had a way of getting him to talk even when he didn't want to. "Did Erik tell you what happened or?" Kai wasn't sure how much he'd need to catch Ari up on.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 9, 2015 2:06:55 GMT
"Oh," Ari said to the destroying the whole house thing. She had done that once with her necklace. It ended badly the whole time it was in her back pocket. She raised an eyebrow at Kai. "No. What happened?" Ari knew that anything could happen when it came to Erik.
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Post by Kai Altair on Feb 9, 2015 2:23:36 GMT
Kai sighed, rolling over to re-position himself so he could look at Ari without contorting his neck in an awkward way. "He kissed me the other day, but I pushed him away, right?" he started the story as if it were completely normal. "And then I had my whole freak out, and that somehow led to us talking about Dad, and then talking about us, and then...well then I kissed him. But this time he pushed me away, and I don't understand why." Suddenly Kai remembered how close Tyler and Ari were, and he braced himself for the thorough lecture he was about to get. "Please don't kill me."
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